Okay, I am trying to be objective... but as I sit here at my laptop in our old building in the heart of the West Village in NYC, I realize that this is where I belong! As I look out onto the streets, hear the traffic, see the cars, watch the snow falling down & even feeling cold, I just feel alive in this city.
What is wrong with me? It is COLD and everyone in NYC is constantly complaining about the cold and the snow and the yadda yadda yadda. That's what New Yorkers do and they do it well - complain! (I can say that because I am a native New Yorker and have mastered the fine art of complaining). But come on people, NYC is full of life and non stop energy... good, bad, chaotic, frenetic and always diverse, dramatic and different.
How can anyone ever get bored or tired in a city that doesn't sleep??? A cliche... but oh so true. If I can't fall asleep in NYC, it's because I am thinking of the hundreds of things I want to do or can do. When I can't sleep in suburbia, it's because I am thinking of what I need to do, have to do and what I can't do!
This visit back to NYC reminded me of the one thing that I never liked about NYC and that was the winter weather. However, this time the weather didn't even bother me as much as it has in the past. It seemed like it was kharma or a test of my love for the city, which of course won out! I was so glad to be out of suburbia! What does that say about me? I'm not sure yet, but I am not looking forward to returning to the car driving sleepy suburban mentality where life stops at 8:00 pm and public transportation is thousands of miles away.
Check back with me as I continue to try to survive in suburbia with style, $ense & sanity and a lot of humor... and please leave me your thoughts or comments.
Vini...my heart goes to you! Believe it or not, I really FEEL your pain. I've only been to NYC once...but you KNOW what it did to me. I was born and raised in a beach community..small community back in the day...and I loved it...but somehow I found NYC to be the most exciting place I've ever been..I love all the same things about the city as you do! I thrilled you are "here" with us..in the land of the Beach Boys and sunshine because you make us all so happy...but I know your heart and soul is in Manhattan. I'm trusting that all the pegs will fit in the correct holes and you will find the happiness and peace you seek....WHEREVER that turns out to be. You are a "gift" to all who know you and love you! xoxoxoReplyDelete